pins and their accompanying needles
So yesterday things started looking good again but it takes FOREVER for people to get back with me and by then it seems that one thing or another has changed and what I was counting on is no longer an option. This has been very frustrating. Allegedly, for the millionth time, we have a plan that depends on nothing having changed with the availability of two locations within the last 24 hours. Please call me back, people. I'd love to have this settled before yet another weekend rolls around. And I'd like to have everything in stone before the month is over.
Also? I have a doctor's appointment in about an hour. I'm freaked out. My well woman exam came back abnormal so they're digging around in there to see what they see. Freaked. Out.
A girl shouldn't have to plan a wedding (with no parents) while being haunted by the thoughts of cancer or death or a no-baby future. And a lovely fiance shouldn't have to repeatedly talk her down. Or, it could be nothing. Everything could be fine. Wish me luck.